October 9th, Happy Birthday Abigail!

I can't believe It has been so crazy around here I haven't had anytime to post or really think about our sweet Abigail. I supposed that is a good thing, especially when it is so painful, but it is important to have that time to just think and remember how precious life is. We are so blessed to have 3 beautiful healthy amazing children. Just recently a friend of mine lost her little baby girl really early. She lives in Maryland and I just wanted to be close to her to help her out. It brought back so many memories and sadness. But also peace that all will be well. I'm so grateful we can all be together again.

We decided to make a cake for her birthday, she would have been 7 years old. I can't believe so many years have passed. I remember being so worried about the future, would I ever be able to carry a baby to term, how long would it take. So many worries. Now we have been so blessed with 3 healthy, beautiful children. Here they are blowing out Abigail's candles.